creme1brulee

I never thought I would've have completely fucked my brain up as much as i have.

Ive watched hypnosis for years now. All that I can. Sissy feminization, BIG BLACK COCK worship, cum eating, jerk off instructions. If it's a hypno that involves cock, lingerie, dildos, anal, feminization, BBC, CEI, JOI, cucking, if there is a hypnosis for it. I've probably watched it a thousand times I've edged for hours. Sometimes days. I stroke just for the precum sometimes. I don't use towels or tissues to cleanup my sissy clitty mess, because I either slurp it off my hand, drink it form a glass, or I spray it across my face while my tongue hangs out of my open mouth, aiming and hoping I get that cummy in my tummy

I masturbate so much that I don't always have lube with me and sometimes I stroke my sissy dicklet raw. I love the taste of my precum. I can't start the day without stroking to BIG BLACK COCK hypno and eating the first load of the day. I often dream of being forced feminized, broken by a big long thick Juicy COCK, turned out like a sissy hypno whore, and passed around a room full of cum filled dicks just waiting to be emptied into or onto my body. But always eventually into my mouth. I want to get real fucking nasty.

I'm so fucked up. I can't even look at pussy and get hard unless it's filled with cum. Then when I get hard it's to the thought of eating every drop from it. I would bring that pussy to orgasm with my mouth just so the juices will mix and I get to guzzle it down.

What have I done to myself. I have no idea what to do with my time except watch more and more and more faggot sissy BBC feminization hypnosis.

Ive been stroking my clitty the whole time I've been writing this. I can't take it anymore. I need to eat my cum. But I can't cum without a long thick juicy BLACK COCK on my screen and binaural sounds in my ear telling me how much I love that BIG Juicy BLACK COCK!

Fuck this. Bye.